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| i'm so tired of crutches. the coolest part of this whole ankle thing is they actually let me drive those cars at wal mart...then I got starred at so I wasn't really liking it as much. Anyway- Its been such a LONG day. You would think after taking chemistry once already I would know it...but not even close. Thank God for the teacher liking me. I've been really sad lately, agian!! I'm getting sent to see a psychatrist for real this time. I dont knwo what I have to be sad about...I'm good with BOTH my dad's for the first time in my life. Good with the mom, good with school, and even with guys!! so I dunno...guess other things I thought I was good with-not so much.
Its funny when you figure out what people REALLY think about you ya know? Like...I'm full of drama?? wtf...i'm the opposite of drama...anyway..like I said--so over it. I miss drew so much it hurts. I cant wait till he comes!! He is THE best guy friend ever. buuuut i really dont have anything to talk about was just tired of sittin in the bed with my foot propped up!!! UGH I HATE THIS | | |
| It was supposed to be a one day trip.. just one..and it turned out to be three days due to the clumsiness that is me..I thought I was on the last step when really I was on the third....yes i was drunk...but since that didnt make it hurt any less--it didnt count. I'm going today to find out if its broken or just a really bad sprang. all i know is my whole foot is blue...looks like it is about to amputate its self so...i could be footless pretty soon. anyway-so i still partied it up regardless of the bum foot. friday night we went to the hat of course, and drank a good bit. saw a lot of people i haven't seen in a while. so it was good. till stupid boys put you in bad moods. stupid girls too. anyway- we left the hat and headed to the apartment and then it happened at peg's and si's neighbors. stupid bitches ( kidding ) wouldn't wake up and help me so skookie had to get me and carry me down the stairs haha poor thing..i love him now. he's the best. soooo what else. saturday was CRAZY. it is indescribable how much fun I had. So it was still a good weekend.
Dont you just hate it when you put your pride aside, and you try and
be helpful to someone regardless of how they treated you in the past
and then when you try and help them they spit it right in your face.
I absolutely hate that. I dont understand it not one bit. Its like..
why do you want to be the a-hole?? when it is my turn ya know???
oh well...guess it just goes to show who is and who isn't worth
worrying about. but like they once said to me...worrying is like a
rocking chair--you can rock all day and not get anywhere...so to hell
with it. i'm done.
on better note--laguna coms on tonight and I WONT miss it cause I dont have to work!! WOOT WOOT haha oh and I have a 3.5!!! how cool is that
whoda thought..me, miss 1.5 or somethin like that...would have a good
gpa. Im excited. i applied for nursing school at the W so at least
i'll be close to my REAL home and friends. sooo keep your fingers
crossed. it wont be till next year that i go, if i get in but its
fun to think about. the plan is to get a house with my girls...so
maybe that will work out. it would be effing awesome! but anyway-im
gonna go see if this foot if broke or if its just faking.
I read this on someone's profile i loved it....
"Love like its never gonna hurt" itsn't that pretty!! | | |
| SOOOOOO....k last weekend was effing cool. I had a blast. friday went to dinner with the best guy in the world-drew-he bought me a present and bought my dinner! He's great. Love'm! Then I went to Flip's and she was stressin so we go to Peg's and all get ready to go to the hunt club. I GOT STAMPED.. iknow right?! what THE hell..folks done get surious. but still had a awesome time. me si and peg were doin the damn thing. til i busted my knee hahaha i was SO embarassed and I dont get embarassed..but yeah it was bad. but i continued to dance. kev,tuck,amanda,me,si,peg...all were there. goood night so much fun. THEN saturday the game...ha...yeah well started drinkin at like..twelve. piled EIGHT people in kev's benz...me sittin in si's lap. amanda sittin in her dude's lap, tuck sittin in brad's lap and peggy in the middle. its a wonder we didnt go to jail..fer real. then we walked to the stadium from frat row..downed three beers before walkin in. GOOD TO GO RIGHT?! the game sucked. but we made it fun. i think we left AT half time. saturday night was a blast. we all went out to the theta tau pig pickin party. DAMN. it was awesome. dont get
much better than 10 kegs! or taking shots from HUGE blocks of ice.
yeah the tequila wasn't doin nothing for me though...i think i got
more all over my face than in my mouth..its cool though. it was great
big ass bon fire...cool people.. i couldn't really hear the music over
like the three hundred people there. fun fun fun all over. it was
one of those weekends that you'll talk about forever. lot of other
stuff happened but...well..other people do read this 
well good night kids | | |
| I'm sitting here totally agreeing with forest gump...life REALLY is like a box of choclates, cause you dont ever know what your going to get..or whats coming your way. I had some of the worst days this week, and it was like it did a total 180...360? which ever one it is! things like that make you realize how much you have and how lucky you are to have it. i fought with two of the most important people in my life and thought i was gonna loose both of them...but by God's grace, I didnt. and everything got better. and i'm all happy agian, so.. yay! its saturday night, i'm sick with all the nasal, and sinus and congestion blah! and my MOTHER is at the casino haha i love it. she's so cool.
by the way, in case either one of you are reading this, you really do mean a lot to me, and I couldn't picture my life without you in it even though im not there much. I apologize for all the wrong doing's i have done lately, and i think your even cooler for letting me fuck up and forgiving me.. that makes you twenty times cooler than i ever knew. | | |
| i effing hate grenada mississippi, its the center of hell for real. i refuse to stay here a year. i dont see how i ever stayed throughout high school. the highlight of my day is either taking a nap..or going to work..or when kevin sends me morning messages the 14th grade sucks ass....for real. | | |
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